i'm so scared.

it’s the final stretch.

time to actually send in all my applications. too bad that’s not the end of it, but it means i’m getting close.

but i’m so scared.

everyone is telling me how hard it is to get accepted to most of the schools i’m applying to. i only have about 10, but is that enough?

do people actually NOT get accepted to ANY of the schools they apply to? does that really happen? will i be the first?

for the first time ever, i’m am very truly scared about my future; about what it holds, about what i’ll do.

for the first time ever, i have no control over what’s going to happen and that scares the crap out of me.

till this fear goes away,

lindsey.