luck's got nothing to do with it

I...like to switch things up...a lot. So, here's for the sixth blog name this year... "Luck's got nothing to do with it." And I think this one will stick. Why? Because I believe it with my whole heart.

Although I swore on my grave that I would never bring up college auditions again, it is what's going on in my life right now, and I completely believe whole heartedly that I never would have gotten through it without the help of Jesus Christ. Not to be rude or anything, but I'm not even sure if you guys understand how stressful auditions are... and I had to do THIRTEEN OF THEM. I mean, really.

No, I'm really not trying to brag about how much stress I was going through just a week ago, but it was truly the scariest thing I've ever had to do and by far the most difficult task I have ever had to complete.

Though it's tempting to think that all my perfect flights, smooth auditions, and a myriad of no mishaps are just coincidence, I happen to know that I wouldn't have gotten through a second of it without God's help. It is truly a miracle that I made it through this season and I can only hope God will continue to smooth my path.

till worries melt like lemon drops,

lindsey

one thing i have realized...

...is that I would be nowhere without my friends. I have learned that friends are not only there when you need them most, but they also make you want to be a better person. Or they should anyway.

Over the years I have realized that friends are the most important way that God speaks to me. Through my friends, I have come to see who I really am as a person. They truly draw out the best in me, and I really don't think I could possibly be blessed anymore than I am.

I feel like a couple of these people need a shout-out... so here we go. :)

Allie Betancourt-- Oh boy. We're going on two years now, Allie and I am truly blessed by our friendship. We've had our share of ups and downs, but I know that I can tell you anything and you will still love me-- no judging. You stand by me even when I act incredibly stupid and I hope you know that I would do the same. You are definitely my "sistah from anotha mistah" and I am so proud to call you my best friend. DON'T HATE, LOVE.

Lily Scott-- Where in the heck would I be without your encouragement?? You are seriously the most cheerful and caring person I know. I definitely know I couldn't have gotten through these hard times without your prayers and your encouraging spirit. You are wonderful.

Lucy Hamilton-- You are a new bestie. I love the fact that we can chill or talk for hours and never run out of things to discuss!! I'm so glad that we got to hangout this past year and I got to know you. Definitely one of the coolest people I know. ;) "Can we just have 5 minutes on..."

Abbey and Maggie-- You guys get to share one. ;) Umm...our friendship literally came out of nowhere. Hahaha. I don't think I've ever connected with somebody inside a show as much as I have with you girls. I really hope we will stay in touch in college...cuz you guys are awesome. Thanks for giving me the courage to reach for my dreams in this crazy art we call theater. I love you girls. BLOOD SISTERS FOR LIFE!!

Kathy-- You are in a category of your own. I can't tell you how much of an encouraging, loving, caring, understanding person you have been over this last year in my life. I seriously don't think I would have made it without you. You have challenged me to be the best that I can be in everything that I do, and I know that God sent you to me so that I would make it through this awful time we call Senior year. I am truly blessed to call you my mentor, friend, and second mom. I love you.

And to everyone else who has been there for me this year, I thank you from the bottom of my heart! You know who you are, and I am so SO blessed to call you all friends.

till the ink dries,

lindsey

Unifieds and Goodbyes

Dear LORD it's been a long time. It's been SO crazy these past weeks with college auditions and the like. I recently got back this weekend from the Unified Auditions in Chicago! For those of you who don't know, Unifieds is when a bunch of schools (in this case, 25) come together in one setting for musical theater auditions. And It's CRAZY! After many stressful flights, hotel stays, and driving around in 3ft. of snow, I am happy to say that the process of college auditions are finally coming to a close. As of now, I only have two more auditions and I will be done!

In the mean time, I have also auditioned for The King and I through Starbright Players and I got a principle role!! For those of you who know the show--Lady Thiang! I get my own song and everything and am so so sooo excited. After taking a break from doing shows this semester, I'm so excited to dive right in and perform! It's about time I had some fun!

Not only are auditions slowing down, but everything else is seeming to wind down too. Swimming season is now officially over, and I find that I have nothing to do during the week now! I'm starting to realize that Senior year is coming to a close, and it's one of the hardest things I have ever had to deal with.

I know, I know, It's only February. But you know what the sad thing is? I've already had to start saying goodbye! I had my last day of swim practice, and I realized I will probably never see some of those kids ever again. Of course I'll visit but as I've experienced with some other graduates, you can't see people every time they come home. It's so sad!! :(

Alright, enough with the sad. I'm really not ready for all that quite yet, but I know I'll have to face it sooner or later.

Will post more about Unifieds and the few pics that I took later!

till the party ends,

lindsey